❤Smile always❤

2012-01-22T01:54:00.002+08:00

okayy new year is nearing, resignation day is nearing.

school started for weeks, things still in hand.

just some pictures.

mummy de tart tart.

boyfriend got me new jacket and new bottle =D

i won the singhealth service quality award =D

he got me helmet for my biking.

and last 2 pic is interesting.

i told him i need note pad.

he ask me wat pad?

i told him ipad la!

and he almost got 1!

but end up i clear his doubt and he got me sucha expensive notepad!

Like wth!

i just need something to scribble on. cos i nv bring any notebook to work. and in a rush for class.

2012-01-05T01:21:00.002+08:00

Okayy i know it has been real long and again real long!!

busy busy for many things. spend most of my time to de fullest instead of wasting time to post here =P

Been and back from my hongkong trip!

ultra cool!

i got all the branded stuff from honkong and i spend almost $3000 on shopping!

Longchamp, Coach, Marc jacob! D&G.

many many other things that i cant rmb that i bought =P

Anw it is a good holiday at hongkong and shenzhen.

get to shop free and easy so travel mainly by MTR!

next i so wanna go with friends only!

cos it is actually safe there.

people are not that rude. but some are! =P

back to singpore with gift for dearie of cos =D

Spend my christmas eve with dearie and i got my wonderful and useful gift!

3 pair of jeans from new future. and i found out i drop 6-8 cm smaller =D

Happy like mad!!!

Cotton on shirt and mango!

Most of all the only expensive clothes is my Bebe.

though it look similiar to mango but it worth buying to me.

Love boyfriend for all this and if only i can get a pink Bebe =P

hehee!

awaiting for the colour to arrive la.=(

was actually surprise that boyfriend got me this ring from SK.

cos him almost same price to the total clothes i had!

anw the best christmas eva =D

Christmas gift from my lovely nurses =D

Card specially made by dearest eileen =D

Little gift from amanda.

i kind of made boyfriend buy all this for me =D <3

i swear i'm a expensive girlfriend and u should know by now =P

wahaha!

save on those that i ask u buy. and dont waste on those i nv ask. wahaha!

can save u more money.

0.5 carat ring receive. mayb 5 carat 1 day? haha!

heavy hand i have!

5 carat i will wait!

mayb when future comes in to the story line.

did some shopping online. looking for a similiar Pooh case. but i cant find.

got angela as she is pink in colour =P

it is super cute. it is a 3D case siol.

Life is starting to change at this stage of life

i RESIGNED!

YES! my favourite job!

i resign!

going into full/ half concentration for my O level.

again O level!

as u can see my shirt is so simple. as easy for me to go for classes.

Found a part time job at an arcade.

Anw idm spending time on them so why not earn from them =P

i so can't wait to start job as they are paying good. with easy job.

1st lesson starting from Saturday but i will only end last day on 3rd feb.

this month will sure be a tiring month for me.

but i doubt will be that bad. as i have a few AL to clear. with many PH this month.

30 days to my count down.

kind of sad for it as i made alot of friend in there!

those that we pass thru thick and thin with. especially those when stay by when we met in hard times!

Patient collapse!

Sponging like almost hell lot for the whole morning!

Met with difficult patient and being critise by them!

i really will miss them lot!=(

2011-11-28T20:30:00.001+08:00

So many days didnt blog.
Difficult to catch up with wats happening to my surrounding.
Will be in hongkong in 1 week time!
Woo~ like finally.
My excitement is heating up.
My winnie the pooh luggage that bf bought me=D

2011-11-15T00:29:00.002+08:00

wahahaa!

i did it i did it!!!

i did it for my new baby =D

weet~~

the hat is so cute la!!!

i didnt have confident to come up with the hat and glove.

but i did it like so happy larh!!

look at this light lollipop stick =D

yummy nice nice.

days has been passing fairly.

went to library to study alone today.

omg!

i have no idea wat the fuck is POA about!

but luckily i can still manage my math =D

i can wait for class to start soon =D

i'm excited~~~

2011-11-05T02:22:00.001+08:00

met up with dearie for movie 23:59.

quite scary i will say.

had a saybon, ever since i left GV i didnt had it anymore.

so wanna have it again =P

went to get BFF.

yummy lovely =D

and lastly the most exciting time of de day!!

is to get my SMIGGLE!!!!

Look at de long receipt!

$80.80!!!

thanks to dearie again=D

i'm feeling excited for school again.
indeed it is tiring to work.

1 last year of work while i study my O's and bak to sch again.

this time i wont know if nursing will be my choice anymore.

have to really thanks dearie for being so supportive getting me assessment book.

withing 2 days he spent $182.80 on me.

i'm happy today that i got so many things from smiggle =D

shop der for a few times yet always thinking i wont need them!

but now i need it alot!!!!

my day ended well until dinner time =O

treated dearie for a wonton noodle @ Nex and i found hair in it!

due to some careless or i shld say CARE LESS ppl!

totally spoilt my bloody mood!

it seems like he can pay a little bit more attention to it but he hack care!!!!!!

2011-11-04T00:10:00.000+08:00

weet super happy working today =D

there is a portal say to me while working that i have a seducing eye.

and while having my dinner my colleague randomly say i had a cute eyes =PP

and i was kidding bak to her, why everyone only notice my eyes.

my look pretty too wat!

wahaha!

i rmb dearie was also attracted by my big round eyes =DD

woke up earlier today =D

shld start updating about few days bak.

instead of waiting for my sister to send me to poly i think i will wait til de cow come home!

decided to go for my Olevel.

registered few days bak and i'm picking up Bio, Chem, eng, math and POA.

POA!!!!!

i hated that!

but maybe that may b my future career =P

as i was saying woke up earlier.

met up wit dearie.

and headed to Nex and i eye on a study desk de day before.

head bak with dearie to see.

and dearie told me if i wan jiu buy lor.

so i bought it.

and we headed to popular

deng deng!!

the above books and calculator with de maths set was bought by boyfriend =D

first time ever i didnt make him buy bag or clothes but books!!!! =D

<3 that idiot boyfriend of mine for being so nice and sweet =D

deciding things for me when i'm most lost!

choosing books for me that are useful!

and promise to guide me thru my days =)

a man should be de pillar of women that nv fall.

My man should be my strong like a pillar to hold me on.

i should feel appreciative for having boyfriend with me =)

i know i also take things for granted.

but if u know, that is me!

shall say i'm a rotten apple that can nv be edible again.

boyfriend fetch me from work and got me chicken wings, prawn and fish ball =D

<3 and home sweet home.

2011-10-30T00:17:00.004+08:00

Friday went out with boyfriend to raffles.

waited for my friend to meet up and end work.

Had my yummy Oyster =D

Naise =D

Food was naise!

i wish to have more!

but i must control my cholestrol abit arr.

had naise dinner with lovely friends too.

they make me this card and bought me kate spade case and bracelet with ear ring.

my gift this yr is all above.

not much this yr. but things are more of my liking /needs

boyfriend got me a crumpler camera bag for my DSLR.

the perfect fit for it.

LOL!

1 of my bestie in ward =D

went to 1 of my friend wedding today and had this red egg=D

de nest is cute.

shall let de picture do de saying.

went to clinic with friend and dearie today.

Home sweet home =D

2011-10-27T22:27:00.000+08:00

1027 1027Am =)

finished my dental appt at 1027am =)

woke up for appt,today ain a good day for me.

but still thanks those friends who wished be Via everyway.

be it text, Tweet, Whatsapp, Msn, or FB .

greatly apprieciated =)

Didnt meet up with dearie today.

kind of angry but i cant be angry for long for this stupid reason.

All about SCHOOL! =l

shall say he made it up on de 14 15 and 26 and 28 =D

ahaha!

using 4 days to replace 1day =)

My lovely bracelet from him.

first was my necklace and now bracelet.

next?? if have a pooh ankle, not bad ehh.

but i think so far nowhere is selling yet =P

i will say gift from boyfriend is not just this!

he spend a bomb on my birthday =D

at least $500 he spent.

I rmb he asked me what i wan.

i say i wan a Longchamp with lots of present inside!!!

and he teased me "why not i get u a LV and have longchamp, Prada and all diff brands of bag inside =P

LOL!

I got my ans today, u dont need to worry, u can do it 1 by 1 every year =P

ahahaa!

after my appt back home and daddy cook me mian xian, which i dont know de meaning of having that.

LOL!

a plain mian xian can really make me full!

i think is de love that is full!

can see that daddy is trying to be nicer to me today. =)

Went out for dinner.

have some hotpot thingy with my favourite yam ring =D

went to de new puggol park and daddy drive round puggol to bring me to marina country club =D

This is my latest addiction! wahahaa!

Nothing much about today already.

shall end my story at 1027 1027pm =D

2011-10-26T02:25:00.002+08:00

had my first yearly health screening with Sgh.

overall cholestrol level is Good =DD

happy abt it. but nth to be excited abt.

LOL!~

HIV non reactive.

this is much more to be happy abt!!

so afraid when i handle certain bloods and scare i kena sia.

Birthday is in 1 day time.

just wonder wat will dearie be doing for that special day.

but anw.

i have nth to wish for.

after those past boring years, birthday has been just any other day for me.

frankly speaking im in no mood for any celebration=.=

2011-10-25T02:24:00.002+08:00

Over de weekend was great =D

dearie send me to and fro from work on friday andgot me durian and lychee tauhwa.

went for shopping sale on sat and met up with dearie at bugis for awhile and met up with my colleague for dinner.

had steamboat dinner with my colleague only cos bf felt weird with them being ard.

after buffet headed to swensen for dessert.

and back home sweet home having bf to cab me home and head back to marina bay sand for his night there.

met bf on sunday and he got me mango beancurd and durian again.

eat eat shop shop and have to prepare for night again =

my december roster. going on permanent night soon.

good or bad cant really tell =l

but sure benefits me cos bf friday no sch so i can meet up with him on fri and sat =) <3

Pay day today.

pay in wasnt bad.

i guess i'll have few more hundred to shop this month.

=DD

2011-10-16T00:31:00.000+08:00

Friday meet up with dearie @9 am in de morning =)

steam his favourite kaya bun.

headed to north point for a short walk.

had macdonald breakfast and

did pedicure dearie paid for me =D

spend $51 on my toes.

do some last min shoppng and headed to kranji farm resort =)

an advance celebration for my birthday tgt =)

Kranji is a nice quite place.

suitable for couples that wish for some peace away from ppl =D LOL

Had a nice dinner and those seafood are real fresh!

especially de sweetness crab.

boyfriend got me fish maw soup and baby squid with my kangong of cos my crab =D

everything is my order <3

order wat i craved for =D

and de papaya is super sweet and fresh.

my yummy birthday cake from dearie

Lovely 2 days spend with dearie watching drama in de room =)

the number of toothbrush i use for my teeth after braces on =P

LOL!

Wake up with lovely breakfast from dearie =D

had our breakfast and pack up our stuff and we check out =)

headed to Jp for some food and watch movie =)

went home to fetch jerrick in de late evening and went to next tgt with dearie

had my xiao long bao, as dearie suggested.

cos hv no idea wat to eat with out heavy lunch.

nice 2 days spend with dearie <3 <3

2011-10-15T00:35:00.000+08:00

2011-10-14T00:33:00.001+08:00

Work for 3 days and im tired out!
Woohhhoo tiring day!
Finally it is 14th! Celebrating my advance bday with dearie before his holiday end. Ahaha!
Before de busy schedule of his sch life start!
Feel like eating seaharm! Ahaha!
Short post today, im tired

A big Papaya dearie bought for my dinner ytd=} to aid bowel movement=D

2011-10-11T01:21:00.001+08:00

Went out to bugis with dearie to get his wallet. Didnt do any shopping today except food.Went to swirl art for some yummy freeze cream. Lol! Shop ard bugis and was getting bored. Cos i told myself cannot spend dearie money today. So i suggested we walk abit further away from bugis. Just walk whicheva direction we go. And when we are tired we shall take a bus home. We was thinking of so many shopping mall. Suntec, raffles, marina sq and plaz sing. So end up we walk pass raffles and turn ard passing Chijmes and reached plaza sing. Walk ard awhile and its evening. Got bf to wear a batman outfit!How good it is if i have a batman bf! Ahaha!! With a sexy muscle! Hahaa Went bak to nex and did a cake for dad as it is daddy bday 10-10 =]
Went for a seafood feast i think my 7 kg lost in de past month is gonna gain bak soon=[
Had tomato crab, my yum yum fried mantou, cereal prawn, crispy sotong, samba kangong, and hotpot toufu. All my favourite. But i wish de crab can be butter crab and crispy sotong to be salted egg sotong. Lol!
Nothing much today will meet bf for breakfast before work tml=]

2011-10-09T00:17:00.001+08:00

Went out with dearie today=] <3
Went to botanic garden and went to eat $7 pizza =D small but crispy and tasty.
Make korean pancake for dearie today. Instead of adding cinamon powder i replace with chocolate and dearie like de chocolate more=D weet i am ur tastebud and u r my taste butt=p ahahaa!

Took lots of picture but yet have time to post up.
Posting a few from my phone only=]

Went to Amk for movie today. We watched de change up=]
Nice show <3
And de baby twin is so god damn cute! Ahahaaa!
I wish there is a peeing fountain in real life too. Lol!
Nice day spend with dearie today. I saved his money. Cos we didnt go for shopping spree today=] ahaha!
I know its my duty to save for him=] ahaha! So we can have an enjoying day on 14th and 15th=]

2011-10-07T00:49:00.001+08:00

Today rest day but couldnt grab any time to meet dearie=[ i miSs his hug and i miss hugging him! And i miss scolding him also=p ahahaa!
I love to work evening on friday cos dearie will send and fetch me=] but i hate working on fri at de same time cos i cant go out with him in de evening. If only dearie can send and fetch me daily for work how good can it be=D ahaha!
Not meeting him equal to my game cant hit high score=[ no level up..
Waahhh! I dont care, dearie must buy me strawberry shortcake tml. Even i know is my fault for not meeting u =p ahahaa! Dont buy to my place hor!! I know u will read this early in the morning and teleport urself to nex. Ahahaa! Wait til i meet u. If not later ice cream mealted=} Love=*
My life have been so good ever im with dearie. Much loved=]

2011-10-06T01:17:00.002+08:00

As long as we are loved by others,
I would say we are indispensable;
no man is useless while he has a friend..

..for indeed, the love we give away is the only love we keep

2011-10-05T00:37:00.000+08:00

Night is over=]
Love my 3 night with lovely babes=]
Working with them can really make me put on weight.

3 fun nights=] i cant wait for 14 and 15 oct to arrive=]

Early in de morning back home to catch some sleep as dearie wish that i catch some rest than to tired myself for the whole day so i can sleep early now. Was suppose to meet dearie at 12. But i text him and say 2. But i woke up at 2.45pm heng i tell him to be at arcade rather than waiting for me at my place. If not i think he will be damn bored Went fishing again today and a small shopping and bak home with dearie =]

Had my dinner and i made a korea type of pancake =] taste nice ehh

My name used to be just J.A.I.M.E K.I.U T.I.E.N Y.E.E

Having dearie with me totally change my life.

he show me wat is love and care.

i think he might need to learn Protect =P

ahaha
but it's okay cos im strong enuff to protect myself.

i'm so getting use to dearie being with me always.

be it he buy things for me, be it we having meals tgt.

it just seems that we are glued together.

i rmb we use to start with sweet days and followed by stormy days.

but now that we understand each other so much til that we are more stable, things are not only sweet but lovely now .=)

every lil movement we know what each other wants.

just like when i cough u heard my chesty sound u will bring out tissue for me to discard my sputum.

and when i rub my tummy u will know i wan poo poo =P

ahaha!

just with ur raising eyebrow i know what is on ur mind "oink oink >.<"

ahahaa!

when u take ur phone out from ur pocket = play game =P

when i pass my phone to u?

Is to ask u help me hit high score =p

ahaha!

My life is much like a rainbow when i'm with u =)

colourful and pretty =)

it has been nine months.

if we were to write our story into a novel we could have finish a book =)

i know it werent easy for u when encountering me being moody or unhappy.

i know for now u are reading u will say, buy bao bao den me will be happy le =)

i will tell u, i wont be like other that say i will change my attitude for u.

bcos i need to rant at times too =P

even i know im a nan hong de da nu ren. but i know u will try ur best and more in it.

Happy Nine monthsary dearie =)

Love and always loving u

2011-10-03T19:21:00.001+08:00

Ohh well had my xiao long bao today=) met up with dearie for fishing again. And prepare for work! Bought some tidbit to work too=]
Craving for zi bao ji=D yummy yummy!

2011-10-03T02:40:00.001+08:00

Yeahh qing ai de dearie <3
Posted my xiao long bao less den 3 hrs and he read it=] and say will buy for me tml=] yummy lovely=]

I wish for a flight again soon. Mayb a night flight?=]
Love u max maxx=]

And u cant break ur promise =p my sport car=]

2011-10-02T19:59:00.001+08:00

Sweet boyfriend=]
Im happy he made the effort to send and fetch me for work=] Paying for my expenses=] such a nice bf where to find? =D weet soon again my desert buffet=] maybe we will go after my birthday okay dearie? Ahaha! I know dont need to ask, i say wat u will also say okay=p

Had a super nice sleep last night! 14hrs of sleep! Preparing for my night shift again=]
Feel like eating xiao long bao=] will some kind Soul get some for me tml? Ahaha!
I like it when i always randomly name some craving i wan and u try to get me as soon as u can=] i will nv forget abt de starbuck cake u please de staff to sell u at 7+ in de morning at nex=]

I love de way u treat me dearie! Ai si ni<3

2011-10-01T02:43:00.001+08:00

Good day spend with dearie! Meet up with dearie for movie at 1030, watched friends with benefit=] nice show ehh! And went to catch some fish=] headed to plaza sing for another show. Cos it dont screen at Nex or neither most of other location. Lan Kwai fong. The title sound old. But the movie is nice. After bit of shopping went down to suntec for our buffet! This time i had big big crab and lobster! And of cos those normal food that a jap restaurant have!
Most of all! My chocolate=] nice and yummy! Mayb 1 day will drag dearie for a 1 hr desert over der! =D

Nice day spend with dearie! Again i pay nothing>< weet~ dearie hold a heavy wallet and i will hold de heavy responsibilty^^ which is to spend=D ahaha

"Some ppl thinks that they just need friend instead of relationship, but who wont wan both instead?" =}

2011-09-29T00:48:00.001+08:00

I used to kept telling myself i need a bf that can care for me, be a gentleman and everything! Going out on a date of cos i shouldnt pay, not always but mostly. I know that dearie isnt perfect yet. But i know he sure will be 1day.

Going for kuishinbo again this friday mostly! Unless my taste bud change to buffet town. OYSTER!!!! =D
Ppl may think that im weird as ppl go buffet for de food! But trust my words im der for my heart shaped chocolate again. I told my friend i go for de chocolate and not food dey commented im mad. And some commented i have a picky mouth.
Dearie know that im just der for de chocolate and he still bring me der even just for de chocolate! Although it may not be worth it to pay de price for just chocolate but he still do it. I know he wants me to be happy and thats all.
Our second kuishinbo=] <3

I have yet to regret throwing de old and picking de new. Ppl can club all they wan, can get flower girl and whateva shit. To me it is nth anymore. Just a waste of time for u to comment having best friend is better than gf blah blah blah. I wont comment this if u nv comment gf! Because u only have ONE!! If u consider stop betting and whateva disgusting things that u do, perhaps u might get better girls! And come on!!? Picking those flower girl can get u a wife izzit? Come on! Wake up and think! They work there! They are just earning money! With ur few hundreds u think they will be with u?
I know u always do stupid things without thinking! Think first before u lost all ur money! Save it for urself or ur future will be even more worth it!

2011-09-22T01:44:00.001+08:00

Weet thanks to dearie, helping me to download those drama. Hope I can survive thru my night tonight in order to prepare my night shift tml=]

Im dying for hongkong trip before booking those trip. But now im not that excited for it=O but im excited that dearie make a deposit for my 28" Pooh luaggage=] that means i can go and shop for lots of stuff! Almost wanted to shop for a longchamp XL(pic below) for my hk trip. Lucky didnt buy it on de spot that day if not i sure regret! But that bag was ultra big!! Good for holiday but the bag can hardly be use in sg! Bcos can really use it like a holiday trip bag.

Make a 3rd round of honey cornflakes=D my favourite!! Yummy it has became jerrick favourite too=]
1st attempt was too sweet cos i scare the taste wont be sweet enuff so add extra honey and sugar!
2nd attempt dont know why too oily!
3rd attempt perfect! Not too sweet and oil-less! Ahahaa!
It was so yummy that i save nth for dearie cos jerrick finish de LAST PIECE that i about to keep! Ahaha!
I know dearie will sure say nvm de! Cos he have a life time to eat. Ahahaa!
And even if he have a lifetime he will sure say dont wan la, i dont like sweet stuff! =p

Im waiting for 2nd round of Kuishin Bo treat from dearie=] dearie say this time to be dinner! Wan sui!! <3
I know stupid lame reason that i asked him to bring me again. The reason is my white heart chocolate=] but anw I love, and he love me to love=D i happy,he happier and we will be happiipiieerrrr!
The best when out with dearie is i dont even need my wallet! Ahahaa! I dont need to pay anything!=] but the best of the best is im happy with him=D

Have been shopping lots lately!!
Got 2 pink mango tee recently and many other brand shirt or even brandless i guess i have abt 20 over tops this 2 month and abt 10 bottom!
And rmbering my 3 nichii costing dearie $150. =D it has been long since i got a BeBe wat abt a BeBe singapore tee? Wahahaa!

2011-09-17T00:04:00.001+08:00

Weet~ another day past.
Sleepy tired!
Trying to prepare bits and pieces for my hongkong trip daily=] i wanna play i wanna have fun=D
Dearie say will get me my 28" pooh luaggage but idk if i shld get it={ the luaggage weight 5kg meaning i will have to buy lesser things=[

2011-09-13T20:04:00.001+08:00

Weets has been long since i last update. But found the apps that iphone have=] loaded and using now=]

Got a new longchamp=] dearie paid it for me=] feels so loved =]]

2011-07-09T02:41:00.000+08:00

it's mummy birthday today and i'm off!
but my time seems tight!!
went to plaza sing to get P.oSH for mummy birthday!
thanks to genius pig to help me order the cake even before i arrive.
same my time from it =))
back to nEX went to Q&M to check my brace appointment!
mad long sia!!!
now i wonder wher else should i go for braces.
even consultation need 6weeks later!
if my adjustment lei? OMG!
i cant imagine!
and back home receive a bill from singtel almost $260 extra charge!!!
and it is a ridiculous charge!!
but poor lady who spoke to me!!
she told me that she cant do anything as i didnt call the right dept but i do it on purpose!
other than that i have no ways to speak to them.
she told me she cant do anything when i'm so mad with that stupid amount!
even ask me to call back and what came to my mind i just speak!
so i told her" can u stop talking to be and let someone can make the decision to speak!"
and she get the manager to speak to me!
and he cant decide and say need to seek approval and what shit!
hell mad he got a scolding for me!
and i remember tell him" i'm not gonna pay this bill even if u guys dont waive it off! it is ridiculous for me to pay this ridiculous amount for this ridiculous REASON!!!"
and weet~~
he did a full waiver for me!!
i find that i have nv lost quarreling to this over charging reason before!
in the past they charge my data service which cost abt $100 plus when i have BB plan!!!
NONSENSE! i didnt even exceed! charge simi sai??

even though i spend money like water flowing but i will nv spend it on things that doesnt worth it and when i didnt even use it or whatever!!
Stupid Singtel!!
they left a bad impression!
if they didnt waive that off it wil really tell me nv to go back to singtel any more!
and next month onward i will receive bill from M1 so i wonder how much will it be for the 1st month!!!!
ahhh!
but i know no matter how much genius pig will sure help me if i need.
but i dont like to pay to those subscribed stupid money!!!!

anw today is not a good day for me!!!!
busy and pissed plus the bill im even more piss off!!!

2011-07-06T03:11:00.000+08:00

gonna sleep soon!
cant stop editing my iphone since the day i get it =P
and the cool white is lovely~
i dont know why but i dont like the black.
i hate black all along so if have other choice of cos i will pick that if have pink more dont have to say!
LOL!
today have been creating alot of ringtone and update on my phone!
and im tired now =)
so goodnight peeps

Love the way u are <3

2011-07-05T02:29:00.001+08:00

Totally have not much time to really update =P
have been meeting My dear genius sweetheart as an when i'm out of dreamland!
LOL!
My life have been changing alot recently i cant say i love it but i will say i'm still happy with it =))
i cant wait to get my LKH novel this Friday!
need to thanks Genius pig for the whole collection!
and i cant wait for my shopping fund on saturday =DD
but too bad we are not scaping on sat =((
i guess the biggest habit now on me is not my attitude but is the moment during my shopping!!
Hahaha!
i tend to just walk away with my item recently not because i forget to pay.
is because genius pig has been paying for me always til i forget shopping need to pay!

whenever i see some friend having problem with relationship how i wish to tell them to give up and get a new 1 =)
cos it is nv easy to maintain a relationship and nv easy to even maintain a broken relationship.
when things isnt perfect why hold on?
but i know i cant say this as that is not the way to handle others relationship.
i handle my this way is because it is my problem and i will make myself accept the fact that things are changing.
if my friend were to chose the way i choose things to be, u must always tell urself u are strong and nv to let relationship bring u down.
u have 1 heart to love but that doesnt mean to love only 1 guy forever.
u can choose to love at any point of ur life.
whenever i see things isnt right i will turn and make a u turn and tell myself things is not turning out well.
i cant hold on anymore, shall let go and move on!
at the same time i can move on perfectly and without stressing myself about relationship problem and without even hurting myself.
mayb it do hurt but i will nv let it hurt more than a tear!
after a cry i will feel empty but after that the feeling i have is get start a new life =)
people may say that saying seems easy but i personally tried it time after time!
even if u dont feel for someone anymore u will still feel lost for losing them .
but what to do?
accept the fact that u cant be with them.

Dear friend i know that u do read my blog sometime.
any decision u make, u must know i will always be there for u.
i wan u to be happy and nv to be sad =)
wish for u to be happy always <3 u

Cute little Arisha

she is so much cuter so much fairer!

doesnt even look like a malay neither a mixed!!

hahaa

bring her around nex alone that day and she didnt cried and look for mum.

took her for a ride on this kids ride.

and she knows how to point to the area wher we drop the coin.

so that i will give her more!

and i spent $3 on it!

worth it much for this cute little girl!

Cant help but to hug her tight!

Cute <3

Little ilhan!!

the sleepy face when he just woke up =)

and the final picture!!

after salam i told her give Gugu(auntie) a kiss!

and she kissed me =)) <3

Guess genius pig wil tell me, "ehh why she kiss u"? only i can right?

LOL!

see i read ur mind!

anw happy 6th monthsary to u too! <3 <3

2011-07-02T04:45:00.000+08:00

<3 <3

i miss the roti prata, i miss the salad,

i miss kiseki, i miss shopping and i miss spending ur money =P

and last but not least i miss ur kiam pa bin =DD

2011-06-22T04:26:00.000+08:00

okay back to posting again =)
as usual a random night doing nothing in the ward =)
gonna be my sleeping day in a few hours time. so cant wait to go zoo with family =))
and i so cant wait to go USS too =DD
mad happy waiting.
and the best part is i dont pay for anything! mad <3

finally it's june this month.
a total of 2.5 month bonus is arriving in 2 days time.
planning for an Lv bag? or a hongkong trip?
and in the end i came up with the best solution is to go for hongkong trip and shop for Lv bag there.
as my friend say they sell 100- 200 cheaper.
so why not ehh?
as i can get both the trip and the bag ^^
December hongkong trip awaiting.
must save hard the next few month.
my target is to go hongkong with a $5000 excluding flight and hotel stay!
i will be mad shopping and noone will know what i even buy!
i wan to make it a countless shopping!! hahaha!
target to save at least 1/2 of my bonus and 1/2 of my pay from now on! sure have more than enuff and plus my pay will increase next coming pay. shall save all that too.
it has been sometime since i last deposited money into my ocbc acc =(
thanks to my saving plan with prudential!
everything go in to UOB instate!
Ohh yeah!
and i just receive my promotion letter from my sister the day before ytd. weet~~ EN1 and next awaiting will be Senior enrolled! actuall i'm not waiting for the name! i'm only waiting for the pay rise!! LOL!

i dont like to work, but i work for money =) LOL!
i dont like to shit, but i need to shit.
i dont like to go home, but i need a home.
=P

2011-05-11T03:18:00.001+08:00

many things have been flashing thru my mind recently.
abt life, abt work and all...
others i shall not talk abt.
but i will talk abt work.=I
work so far have been smooth except recently.
mayb last year when i'm still new everything is being covered by senior or more or less dey will help.
now that i'm 1 of those seniors!
which i find that 1 year experience can be senior no where.
but those nurse manager just simply expect u to take all blame even it is not ur fault!
WTFuck!
they are just simply covering their backside for own good!
but still there is some nice nurse manager.
they will pick on those that make the mistake.

and now i have many plans in my head after taking my bonus in june =P
hahahaa
1) to join saf and be a combat medic.
2) join agency nurse.
3) to work in polyclinic.

partially i'm tired of the rotating shift!
especially when evening changing to morning.
i wish to be on permanent night. but now that there is so many ppl on perm night.
unlikely it is easy to get into nights.

i partly have set my mind to sit down and chat with my manger soon mayb this morning as i wan to see which sister is on =P
my mind seems to have set. but i still not sure of what i want
shall say that i'm indecisive. but whatever.
i dont wish to move a wrong step. =I

2011-05-08T23:37:00.001+08:00

ermmm long time nv blog and i guess some readers/friend as exited themselve from her =P
haven been blogging as there is nth much changed in my life recently. and all occupies me is abt work =l
work is getting boring ehh!

recently edited my twitter.
change it to protected tweets.
and have stop following some friends that has not been following back =P

soon i will edit my blog link.
and delete some link that is useless!
hahaahaa =D

and soon will be FB.
time to delete some "FRIENDS" from fb =>
as time pass, i know who is call friends and who is call "FRIEND"
and some that i cant even be bother with =P
i think fb is more to like a shopping place for me now.

i have 4 nights to get all this done. shall wonder if my this 4 night will be busy or not.
but i'm happy with the matching for this round.
cos gt to partner with hairi again =) think is our 3round of night together this years! =D
nice fun laughing thru the nights only

2011-04-26T01:08:00.000+08:00

mayb if u think i dont make things clear.
i shall do it again here and let u know.
it's time to move on.
and really u just gonna start ur life a new.
i'm not stand on the same spot as u anymore.
i gave up all the hope, all the love.
but u are now nothing but a history to me.
lets stop talking about the 5 years.
5 years is really nothing more than a life time.
i dont know why u keep saying 5 years! when i will need to spend abt 50 years with my lifetime partner!
if u move on u wont be hurt.
but trust me if u hang on. 1 day will will crash!

How much we have been thru so far!
i'm super tired with all that!
enuff is enuff u shall move on.
we have live thru without 1 another the past few month i'm sure we will do it for the future

2011-03-25T23:44:00.000+08:00

custom made this shoe =D

cool ehh

it is hand drawn.

and it cost less den $25.

hahahaha.

Love it max.

and thank god i found that blog.

no more interest in shopping at the mall.

i have more interest at blog shop now days.

=DD

2011-03-09T00:32:00.000+08:00

it has been week since i updated this blog.
Nothing much really happening in my life.
it is all about studying that daddy and mummy is pushing me to.
they want me to study O level.
should i really study or not?
1 year will be wasted on this cert.
and if i go into poly i will waste 4 years in total.
in this 4 years i can earn alot more.
and i wont need to start from the bottom after 4 years time.
will not need to fight again for all the increasing of my basic =?
i also know that i kind of want to study obviously because i can have a better future.
but i dont know what is stopping me.
it seems so difficult for me to go.
aiyo!!!
in this world everything talk about money.
daddy say he will pay for my O first when i start working then return him.
if just by paying my O i wont mind.
but if i get into poly after that i need to return my poly fees again.
which means the first few years of work is all about paying my sch fees.
by the time i really get to save is about 26 -27YO.
wasted so many years.
as i say in this few years i can save alot more.
ahhhhh nothing much in life!!
now days u will see every where "NO MONEY NO TALK"!
"MONEY SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS"

2011-02-21T00:40:00.000+08:00

Mad happy today.
i get to work with my twinnie today again. we crap lot at the nurse station!
but work was hell busy.
work with amanda as my in charge today.
was mad happy texting her say i'm with her.
but she tell me whenever she work it will be super busy with admission.
but i tot my station was full house and dey did a shit rotation so i end up doing 3 admission!!!
when i have 8 patient in total only!
they transfer 2 of my patient to other ward. 1 discharge so 3 empty bed!
and mad hell i did all 3 admission.
lucky last admission twinnie help me to do.
i'm super tired with a fever.
sending patient here and there can kill me!
Here for procedure there for procedure!
OMG!!~~~
Hell it is more busy than ytd. and i scolded ppl for not getting job done and twinnie say i'm fierce she not dare to talk to me. so must control today. cos if i scold i will be scolding her.
ahahahaa!
but having her to crap with me is better than i stress alone, working all the shit out!
And i'm mad angry with my Nurse clinician today!
They dont work they wont know! and hell shit just SHUT UP when u dont know what we are doing!
u try sending patient out of ward and get back to get ur work done!
i see how u get all done in time!
mad angry!
okay poor twinnie ear is gonna explode with all my complains.
but at least she understand how i feel.
rather than telling those cow!
only make me dui nui tan qing only!
super happy knowing twinnie =) <3 her to the max
and i dont like this month roster.
suxs like shit!
they make me work so much and gave me a sleep day rest day,day off, rest day at the end of de roster!
4 days of off!
u ask me go holiday arr? Crazy!!!
omg~
bad temper recently cant blame.
da yi ma lai bai fang arr. LOL

2011-02-20T23:33:00.001+08:00

Hmmm, shall do a bit of blogging today =)
as i have the time to be right infront of de comp waiting for the machine to finish washing my clothes.
so i can hang them.
sometimes how i wish i'm still a lil girl, mummy will do everything for me=)
ahahaa!
now have to do myself and still need to help didi at times =(
aiyo, what a life.
life is always in a cycle..

Today work was fun with lovely ppl except 1 pino!
Some pino is really a prob at work.
they should go for a attitude test before they are allowed to work, rather than those stupid hep B Hiv test!
they are so full of attitude and laziness in them.
and she got so much more experience than me in the ward, when she cant find things come ask me?!!!
Crazy~~
u might as well ask me do ur work!!
ahhhhhhhh
okay stop scolding, anger will only make me have more wrinkle.
LOL!
Omw back home with peiwen today.
have a small catch and i find that ppl like to tell me de first impression they find me.
LOL!
Those newbie that came after me all tell me i look stern and seems like i dont like to talk to ppl, i'm those hack care others type of person.
ahahahaaa!
thats why i always say, nv judge a person!
LOL!
infact all newbie is my best colleague now.
we crap, we work things fast fast, go break together and we chat alot.
i think only 1 that kena from me which is the bestie of my bestie other than eileen, which is yushian.
ahahhaaa!
she gave me a charts that is not updated!
and i haunt her down like mad.
but still end up we are the best partner.
Cos we crap more together. Big crap + Big crap = CRAPSSSSS~~~~
LOL

here is a photo of me and her.
many ppl will always mix us up in ward.
ppl call us twin.
and some will even call wrong names.
LOL!
Fun Happy and i love all my ward kakis.
they are my best support.=)
and of cos i wont forget some of those young mummy that will always make my day=)
see working with singaporean is so much happier den those PINO~~~
Ahahhaa

Today was being awake by didi early in the morning.
and he tell me, Jie Jie i want to drink ur milo. =.=
Whatthe!!!!
when milo is only powder add with water!!
mayb my additional receipe is to add 1 additional spoon of milo powder. cos i dont like sugar and milk to be added to milo.
he can just ask mummy to do so!!!
what a sunday morning!!!
lucky i still manage to fall back to sleep.
but woke up late today.
have additional 35 mins of sleep.
LOL!
so i have less 35 mins to prepare for work.
Thanks to didi arr =)) ahaa.
and so not use to working evening on sunday.
when i'm always on night.
but luckily i have peiwen at work with me and yushian to go break with me.
And farnil the big joker for my day.
okay, shall end here.
it's time to go on bed and enjoy my drama =)
<3 Nights

2011-02-13T01:16:00.000+08:00

walking around Nex on Friday with little cousin.
saw a little necklace that look ultra Beautiful.
and it cost $200+
and i think that is the first Necklace that catch my attention rather den to my matching for clothes.
ahahaa!
die liao!
shopping can really kills!
it makes my pocket a big HOLE!!
i'm considering so hard if i should get it or not =(
and i hate it, when all this jewellery shop have season for their design!
when design sold out, means no more =((
thats why it make me think double hard on it!
ahaha
what abt a valentine gift?
LOL!!!
it's so wrong when there is a shopping mall near my hse!!!!!!!
Wrong location to have it at!!!
OMG!
i remember someone promise to get me a necklaces!!!!!
But he didnt!!!!!!!!
well forget it.
as i think kao zhi ji better!=P

2011-02-12T00:49:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Year is ending soon!
i guess for those 4 days that i went visiting.
going back to pontian and today is the best for this year.
although today is short.
but i get to meet my 2 dearest cousin =)
and we get to mahjong tgt.
=D

and again gonna go back on night tml again.
Frequent night is loved by me!
which means i have more night allowance.
soon i gonna reach 1 year old in SGH le.
so which mean i can request for permanent night.
izzit a good idea?
ahahaa!

Wow~
i guess my interest of shopping this yes is ultra diao!
rmb in 1 of my post i say i gotten 6 new bra in that week?
now i got a liking for Pierre cardin bras.
there is this design that i like so much, almost gotten the full range of colour.
and i will get 1 set of it!
ahahaa!

okay~~
shall end here.
dont really know what to blog abt now.
LOL!
nighty Folks

2011-02-08T23:51:00.000+08:00

didnt want to blog today!
but i need u to know, it's time that u shld go and look for some life.
when u demand to text, i replied.
but u are demanding more!
hell no!
get ur limit when u are standing in no position of my life!
i work or no work it doesnt concern u!
wher i am, doing what or not, also none of ur concern!
my family will be coming to my place this sat so what?
u doesnt need to come!
I need my life bak!
stop holding on when chances are gone!
Some human are always like that!
chances given they take it for granted!
when chances are gone they regret!
i know i'm a human too!
but at least i dont take things for granted unlike YOU!!
ur changes takes 5 years to be done, not even met i shld say!
i'll only get empty promise from u.
i had enuff of all those promises that just couldnt be real!
As i say FRIENDS!! pls get the right meaning of FRIEND!!
u will only tell me how much happiness we had, have u ever ask before how many unhappiness we have too?
_______________________________________________________________
okay~
shall not continue.
u will only make me go mad!
it is Feb now!
and soon will be march =)
i have not yet taken 1 Mc this year!
yeah! well done jaime =)
ahaha!
i guess i should not take a single Mc this year.
have taken alot due to laziness last year.
LOL!
so at least i can get higher chances to get into poly next year.
wishing to go this year.
but sister say apply date i will have to hit a 1year experience =(
hell sucks!
actually there is many course that i wish to study!
but i have no time to study 1 by 1.
i wanted early childhood, LAW, Psycholgist.
i wish i can study all of them!
but i cant afford to waste my life just to study for cert =(
so Jaime u shall stay and remain as a nurse =P
LOL!
having bad tummy for 2 days =(
diarrhea for 2 days =(
pls stop before i get my first Mc for this year =P
ahahaa!
okay.
shall end here and turn in early.
Goodnight Folks

2011-02-06T22:02:00.000+08:00

okay =)
after a tiring morning back to blogging again =D
didnt really enjoyed my 2nd day of newyear.
cos feel sucks and bored!
but i'm sure i love my 3rd day.
went back to malaysia to light up firecrackers and firework!
ultra nice and pretty!
and it's so fun to hands on!
but super ultra dangerous!
i swear the sound of some crackers can really let u have nightmares.
and i got scared for some of it.
will load some video up on fb soon =)
gonna get my rest soon=))
Night folks =)

2011-02-04T00:55:00.001+08:00

First day of new year!

tiring day as ended night.

but i still happy with it as my friday and sat is off!

ahahaa!

meet up with this cute little devil!

and notice dey talk alot, and getting very rude in their words!

OMG!

the Sweetest chao ah lian in the boys group.

Love her voice whenever she call me xiao gugu =D

LOL!My favourite niece among the kids =D

Xiao Alson!

the smartest boy!

Kenric the naughty boy =D

ahahaa

OMG!

Look at little arisha!

she is just sitting beside me!

Frankly speaking this is the first time she interact with ppl!

other than her parents la.

and i'm the first to play toys with her and she didnt cry to walk away!

LOL!
Mad happy abt that!

thinking back how she laugh when playing cars with her =)

Chou little Ilhan!

Dont want to look at the camera!

tell him to do a twist!

look at his finger! =P

Again trying to ask him to look at the camera he refused!

and again i tried to aim, but he didnt look!

and move away =(

So by forced!

ahahaaa!

CUTE MAXX!!!

and i get to hug him in my arm for 10 mins!

ultra loved!

and he sang twinkle twinkle lil star!

cute lil precious=)

and i missed the way he answer me.

i ask him"han han look at gugu"

he replied"huh"

in a very soft tone!

ultra cute =DD

wonder what is this money doing her?

LOL!

this is actually the first $20 dollar note red packet i receive!

ppl usually give 2 $10

but i got this $20 dollar note!

guess in a good way, no matter how much i spend.

i wont spend this away!

LOL!

2011-02-02T23:51:00.000+08:00

finally is new year eve =D
and here i am working =)
count myself lucky or what!
cos i get to work night =)
ahahaa!
my actual roster was supposed to be
Day tml
fri PH
and Sat evening!
i grabbed this night from colleague so i can have sleeping day tml and rest day ph for following day =)
but stupid enuff!
i got a morning on sunday and followed by rest day, day off!
ahhh~
what eva!
i chose this line so be it happy or not i must live with it=D

Wake up slightly earlier abit for dinner today and only have it at 7pm!
super rush for me and only ate for 15 min =P
clean my room and off to work =)
i think i really super in love with night recently.
as u see!
i have the time to sit and blog =D
i'm having 5 patient only =DD
but sad to say all is foreigner!
and their english suck!
cant communicate in ENGLISH!!!

weet~
and we are having macdonald for supper!
mad loved
Erm plan after new year =)
i wanna do facial!
it has been sometime since i had facial done!
and my face is getting ultra ugly!
i really need facial treatment soon!!!!!!!! =O
ahahaa!

ohhh and thanks all the friends who send me wishes!
but!!! ahahaa!
i dont know what is all the chinese character!

shall end here le =)

2011-01-31T18:00:00.001+08:00

1 night gone =)
3 more nights to go!
and i swear i'm super tired after the first night!
slept to my fullest and awake with a headache =(
work was slack ytd, but was super cold.

i cant wait for reunion dinner!
daddy has prepared lots of food!
but i need to wake up earlier for all that =((

_______________________________________

somtimes certain thing u need help i will try my best to do what i can.
but sometime somethings can nv lie forever.
i can help this year, next year but nv forever.

2011-01-30T01:14:00.004+08:00

have been doing alot of changes to my room =)
colour changed, Lcd tv bought =D
and it is 37" =DDD
cleared lots of clothes from my cupboard and buy lots of clothes again =D
ahahaa.
hell have been spending lots of money!!
need to save!!
but before asking me not to shop, pls ask the shopping mall to close down!
ahahaa!
and i think right now i wanna get some entertainment in my room!
super lazy to go and shop for Wii!
but i so wish to get 1 into my room right now!
ahahaa!
--------------------------------------------------------------------

Sometimes certain things doesnt need to be stated clear.
think back when telling u not to ask me where i am or rather what i am doing!
cos all this is not ur business anymore!
when i dont feel like replying ur msg, hell goondoo will know somethings is wrong!
and yet u ask why!!!
so what is the why for?
tell me to tell u how much i dont wish to reply?
i know u will read all this!
and for god sake!!
Friend is friend!
if u wan to go beyond a friend i think it will be ultra impossible!
and u can ask me more than 4 times in a day the same repeated question!!
1)wher are you?
2)what are you doing?
3)you what time sleeping?
4)you going out today?

so hello!
who are u tt i need to ans to?
i have my freedom to do what i wan!
cos we are just FRIEND!
everything have a limit to certain extend!
when u exceed the limit i doubt we can still be friend.
i will only reply to question which i think is reasonable for me to reply!!!
chances are given but u take it for granted!
when u get the chance to treasure u didnt!
when ur hand are loose, u wish that things hold on!
when things slipped out u wish to catch it hard!
i'm a human, i have feeling!
if u are going to bring me for a ride round de earth, the earth have stopped for me.
and it will be time i get off the ride before my life is gone.
no point saying how well u treated me after all the incident.
cos certain things can nv be forgotten.
u broke my heart into shatter pieces.

Friendship i will keep, but for relationship i will not.
i know it hurt to read all this, i dont wish to hurt u.
afterall it is a 5 years kind of bond in us.
we have to learn to let go to move on with our life.
with the persistent hang on we have come this far,
mayb in the first place we made the wrong decision in starting that relationship that young!

sometimes i wish to hold on, but it hurts me holding on.
i'm sorry =(

2011-01-29T00:30:00.002+08:00

New year is around de corner =(

mad sad gonna see some of those irritating auntie!!!

ahhhh!

but mad happy when money is rolling in =D

went to get my new year clothes like only yesterday!

i'm not that looking forward to this year new year!

dont really know why, and dont ask me why as well!

cos i really have no idea!
ahaha!

sun gonna be back on night again =D

4 nights and i will get my sleeping day on thurs!

i know it will be tiring!

but i like it as i can really get rest on both days of CNY.

and having nights which mean more money =D

this month pay is more than i expected!

hell shit i got 300++ extra and that was my reaction when i saw my pay slip!

Feb will be working less day, cos only have 28 days.

and march gonna wait to receive the magnet award =D

i will be so mad happy with all the shopping!!

went to did this eyelashes ext at chinatown with friends that day!

and this beautiful lashes cost me $40 =D

Look at the rabbit!

3D!! weet~~~

it was actually plain white and i told that lady to add some colours!

if not look like shit arr!!

ahahaa!

but it is nice =D

and this cost me $60!!

=DD

Look at my nose piercing =D

actually wanna pierce on my mole!

ahahaa!

cos i find the mole ugly=P

but okay la.

and now ppl will think i have 2 piercing on nose =P

tatatataa~~

my new poster!!

this cost me $60.

ultra nice and i love!!

and i bet this time lil jerrick is not gonna take stamp to stamp on it!

if not i will stamp a DEAD sign on him!!

ahaha <3

mummy say i look kind of crying!

ahhaaa!

but she didnt notice i'm smiling =P

ahahaa!

when i was carrying that home i still feel like i'm dead and holding the pic infront of my chest!!

okay!

MAD CRAZY!

ahaahaa =D

2011-01-24T17:35:00.000+08:00

guess it has been ultra many weeks that i blogged!
as usual was working hard on night!
and i really fall in love with working night!
i'm just waiting for me to turn 1 year old and i can start doing perm night.

Chinese new year is just ard the corner, but my CNY clothing is not done getting!
hell suck!
i have been planning to get some brandy stuff, but i have to time to go orchard!
hell kill me please!
time kills everything that i wanna do!

Daddy is treating me better den before!
and hell good i guess my decision to leave home that day wasnt wrong!
i know he is afraid things might happen 1 day to me outside!
but u see!!!
without making them know what u will do they will nv know what u are good at doing!
they will on i DO la!
i will fly and let u see!
u wanna go hard on me, i will do the same in return!
how well u treat me is how good u will get in return!

hell if u think u doesnt wan to treat me good den dont put ur sperm in mummy egg!
ahahaa =D

okay shouldnt talk much anymore!
gonna go prepare for night!

2011-01-05T23:41:00.001+08:00

the new case i got =D <3

and the new housing that i change for BB with yixian phone in the picture =D

went to airport to receive it on 1 fine monday=D

my new 37" tv =D

okay i think shall talk a bit more today.

spend my christmas with family and spend my new year count down at work.

mayb many will think it is sad=?

but i feel great doing that for this year =)

have been running up and down the ward looking for a good spot to view fire works =D

nice working with this grp of ppl this round of night =)

a good start.

jerrick has already started his first day and it's his 2nd day today.

if i did mention his pri 1 form tcher was actually my pri 1 form tcher also.

nice ehh!

ultra cool!

imagine if my son sch der?!

mayb also same arr!

but i doubt so!

that tcher is old le.

will retire soon also i think?

2010-12-28T01:54:00.000+08:00

off day today and went to expo with jerrick.
and off to airport for lunch and back to nex.
got myself 4 pierre cardin BRA ^^ =D
hahaa!
i'm addicted to buying bra recently!
i total got 8 new bra within this 3 weeks.
i went shopping crazy!
i got my room pink!
i got a 37" LED tv for my room but will only come on 3rd jan as i'm off on that day if not they actually wan come on this thurs but is my first night.
sleep is always important before i start my first night=DD
so got no choice but to delay a few days.
as long as i pay and it will be mine!
it will be in my room 1 day so why bother when?
when it's just a few days diff.
hahaa
next i wanna get to make my perfect room.
wanna get a Wii so can play with boyfriend and didi when boyfriend is out of camp =D
wanna make a canvas or maybe a poster of myself to put in my room hanging on wall.
boyfriend say put his and mine pic=P
make sure u become handsome first den say arr =D
hahaaa.
i rather put ur belly on the wall!=D <3
boyfriend got me a hill crest pillow for christmas.
and we had log cake as i tweeted.
i know my blog kind of bored without pics.
but i'm just plain lazy for that!

if ppl saw my fb they will know what have been happening recently.
i wanna study but whateva those old witches say pay ur own!
i wanna study law they say dont wan la.
i wanna study dip in poly, dont wan la.
no others to choose meh?
i wanna study O level den decide what course i want in poly they say good!
but still pay my own?!!
so what's the fucking rights u get to say yes or no?
u dont pay?
and whateva choice i make that is my future!

friends once ask me what will i do to please someone parents.
i will say i dont do things to please their parents cos i dont please mine too!
but when they say what if they dont approve the r/s!
Hello friend! u are not gonna be with their parent!
so why please them?
i would rather have the guy to please me make me happy and able to make me stay with him forever!
u can only make my parents to say yes for the r/s but u are going to face me forever not them.
after married they MIGHT die within a few years!
so why do i need them to say yes!?
so when now is me that is gonna get the money out so why do i need u to say yes??
and it is their parent dat raise them up they dont raise u!
but it will be diff if their parents care for u la =)
let their child be good to them u just have to do ur duty to ur parents.
so far i am still good to boyfriend parents as i think they treat me better than how my parents is treating me!
some times how i wish i stay with boyfriend den to be in this fucking home!

yeah back to fb comment!
i know some cuzzie saw and told their mum and of cos their mum is busybody enuff to tell dad and mum!
i'm not angry neither do i think i'm stupid to put it there!
it's feel so fuck up when parent say girl u have to pay for ur sch fees cos i have to pay for car!
daddy use to gif me and big bro 10$ a day.
so in 1 month 300/child!
now bro dont take money cos in ns and i dont take cos working!
he have additional 600!
and when bro not at home electrical bills drop 100+!
so now make 700!
in additional we dont eat at home any more he can at least save 3-400 a month!
that makes up to thousand!
and recently daddy have been saying no money need to borrow!
so i wonder wher all his money goes to?
i know i in no position to ask so i didnt!
but mummy is just too naive to let daddy handle it alone!
and mummy dont do shopping neither jerrick does!
even if jerrick do, he will only get toys!
and again my money!
daddy say he can earn 2-3 thousand a month and mummy earn 3thousand a month!
so 6000 dollar?

when i started working for first few month i gif them allowance but i didnt give much cos i know i hardly spend their money and jerrick spend my money.
so count to it, it will be almost same!
plus both are working they dont need to give us allowance can save a lot so why i need to gif hell lots?
and when i even know most of my friend at this age dont gif the more i think why should i gif?
at first my tot was they are my parents i gif it's okay but they say i gif too little!
WTH!
even my aunt at the age of 40+ say is the heart that count!
so i think my parent are way too calculative til i think i will be more calculative den them!
i rather have good meals with bf idm to bring jerrick but i mind giving it to dad and mum!
daddy ask me what i'm not happy abt in this family!
i say many things.
he ask me to say!
but i tell him it's always the same!
i have been repeating and repeating!!!
who listen?
they will wipe off like nth has ever went in!
i shoot him off, say say say not as if i nv say before! say already got use meh? later also still ask so say!!
for what?
hell way i know i'm rude but who will care when they have such kind of parents??
i can even say into ur face cheebye and all so why bother being nice when u old cow dont appreciate?
i'm not acting as an ah lian or whatsoever!
it's just the way u old cow force me to do it!

i hate the life i have i hate the family i have and the most i hate the Fucking home i'm born in!
sometime i wonder what if i die and this really flash thru my mind.
i know i'm silly and mayb ppl will say it's drama.
but if it werent boyfriend that i tot of, and lil jerrick that came across my mind i think i will jus jump off the window and end my life.
life dont come easy but it doesnt take much to end easy.
always think bak if i really do that what will happen to boyfriend.
and it makes my heartache thinking of it.
i once cut my wrist cos of quarrel with daddy during N level and i saw that face on bf.
i dont really know how to describe, he is useless that cant help me? why did he let this happen? or mayb why didnt i protect her well?
sometime i know bf is the only one that care about me most, the only one that doesnt wan me to leave this world.
and still i will need to hang on!
fortune teller say i will live still 60 70.
not long but still i wan it to come true!

fortune teller say my life is suitable to work oversea or mayb i really should work oversea so i dont have to stay in this fucking home to suffer!

2010-12-26T00:02:00.000+08:00

weet!
my dream room is coming to an end soon!
i wanna a pink room and it's pink now~
and i wanted a lcd tv i have already bought it.
just waiting for it to arrives=)
37" tv omg!!!
i nv expect i will get that big!
i tot only 32"
but 37" is cheap so why not?
i almost wanted a 42"
but my room is not suitable for 1!
=))
meet up with cuzzie and kind of nice.
went to chomp chomp for yummy yummy!
recently had dinner with boyfriend at din tai fung!
xiao long bao!
my favourite!
and had dinner at mad jack ytd!!
OHHH and i think i haven blog abt it!
i had my first bonus in my life!
best bonus!!!
i think it will be better next year as mine is pro rated this year =DD
awaiting hmmm =)

2010-12-11T23:54:00.000+08:00

my lovely nails did at genting cost Rm 140

ultra cheap sia!

didi is so happy that i made him a car =)

Weet!

Meet and greet with pooh!

have to spend a minimum of $30 to have pic with pooh bear =D

and have to spend a minimum of $150

to get a NEX winnie the pooh umbrella =D

i did both!

but forget to take a pic of the umbrella.

will do it some other day as i'm lazy to stand up to take!

i'm rushing for my 12am sleep!

waking up for some jogging with boyfriend tml =D

2354hrs night ppl =D

i love my day

2010-12-08T00:02:00.000+08:00

went swimming with boyfriend and didi today =D

and test out my cammy

that's all i guess.

hahaa

too lazy to blog le la arhh =D

2010-12-03T03:46:00.000+08:00

i'm bored.
having night shift now and thinking i haven been blogging.
but i have so many things that i can blog about =D
hahaa
went on a holiday trip with mummy daddy and boyfriend of cos not forgetting lil jerrick.
we went to genting for 2 nights and have great fun!
it has been a long time since daddy mummy acc us to the theme park.
had my pedi and manicure done.
spend a total of RM 140 =D
boyfriend had pedi too.
but no polish of cos =D
hahaaa
do lots of shopping =))
went to Kl on the 2nd day.
went to eat yummy yummy =D
and had some shopping on accessories.
basically is eat.
ultra hate the hotel we are staying at.
we booked a FAMILY ROOM!
but they gave us a deluxe with additional bed!
and they fucking hell dont know how to put on a ACT!
i went back to the service counter and ask is 717 a Deluxe room!?
and Fuck the hell she tell me yes!!
so i start opening my mouth to say but we book for Family room and not a deluxe adding a additional
BED!
she dont know what to say but went into a room to have a small meeting with another 2 person
and they came to explain they dont have enuff Family room have to wait til 5pm!
so of cos i insist on waiting for the room so we proceed to shopping mall to shop.
we went to bintang to have our shopping.
and back at 5 to change our room!
ultra big difference!
and they ask if i wan dinner for 4 or not but i have to stay at deluxe!
i fucking hell say NO!
i cant pay for my food meh?
and i fucking hell tell them!
dont just give me a deluxe without even informing me!
is not like a surprise hotel or what!
i dont like surprise but i like it when they ar being honest!
and of cos it's me how can i miss out tell the news to ur supervisor?
ahahaa

went to malacca the next day!
nice shopping at the pasar malam!
they have lots of yummy food til we settle our dinner there =D
hahaaa
went to the temple next day to pray and
went to mahkota if i'm not wrong about the spelling =P
hahaaa
shopping lot MAD!
and i got a mini nail art machine heheee

ultra nice days with boyfriend cos no quarrel, but i no i kind of show attitude.
heheee

bf is off from camp for 3 weeks.
if i did mention before, bf have chicken pox which diagnose by doctor.
but to me is more like rashes.
cos his pox pox dont grow together.
it grows week by week.
hahaa
i rmb the first week he came to see the doctor at A&E first for chicken pox, sec for headach
both on diff day so he got 1 week Mc for Chix Pox and back on other day for headache.
cos both were ard thje night and no polyclinic open at night.
plus it's free for him cos 11B
the doctor seeing his headache actually comment to his friend that a NS MAN came for headache!
and this lady actually say so Mc given not in a very kuailan wei!
i got so piss in the way they talk!
and What the fuck!
My Boyfriend dont fucking hell need ur MC!
so this male doctor wan LS i still can rmb his name!
was abt to change duty and he came forward to inform my bf.
i just told him off!
to change the mind set as all NS man is here for MC!
i even tell him u can just dont need to give him any!
and i felt that doctors are so stupid!
why do u have to comment when Mc is in ur control?
hell stupid when he keep on apologising.
i so felt like tell him to GET LOST but i respect him as a person so i just tell him nicely u are off duty so if u need to leave pls leave!
i ask for his name intending to make a complain but i did not.
dont know so say it's just a scare for him or i'm lazy to complain.
hahaa

Dont mind if i have many error!
cos i'm too lazy to read thru again.

Nex is open and i hell shop lots =D

2010-11-22T21:23:00.000+08:00

look at this thanks to elder bro!

he made me clean the cage for him as he is still in camp!

omg!

lucky lil jerrick is daring enough to bring him out of cage!

ahahaa!!

this tiny lil thing i scare it run away!

hahaa.

OK!!

finally is my AL week!

i'm awaiting for this for long!

will be on a holiday with boyfriend=DD

we will drive all the way up to genting and stay for 2 days.

down to KL for 1 day.

and to malacca for 1 day.

and HSH!

nothing much to blog as usual if i need wan i will tweet =D

2010-11-17T03:00:00.000+08:00

i want to study!
but just thinking should i go for Dip in nursing, Dip in Psychology or Dip in Law!
i'm so interested in LAW!

The study of law is perhaps one of the most interesting areas as there are no ‘right’ answers. You will do well in the examinations by being able to support your arguments by established principles or in reference to court cases.

No one will know all areas of the law – perhaps there is no need to. Lawyers do not know all the cases and the volumes of reference are selected after research to find one that convinces the judge that their point of view should be accepted.

Lawyers generally understand the established principles and what is important is for them to know first the rules and next the exception to these rules. Then there are exceptional rules and exceptions to exceptions. The best lawyers (like Lord Denning) are also surprisingly
mathematicians!

The study of law gives you an insight into human behaviour – you will in see in Criminal Law, for example, that people are greedy and will do many things to cheat or kill. You get to learn about legal systems and the weakness of the various legal systems. You will learn about rules of evidence, about the concept of precedence and about our constitution.
Most lawyers get to specialize in areas such as commercial law, criminal law or family law, etc.
The study of a law degree does not automatically entitle you to become a lawyer as you will have to complete other formalities to be admitted as a professional.

The law degree is pursued in countries like US as a post-graduate qualification. Many CEOs, doctors, accountants also pursue a law degree so that they can understand the complex nature of law which all of us are presumed to know.

One of the indirect benefits of the study of law is that it enables you to “sell yourself”. There is perhaps no other area of study that gets you to “sell yourself” to your prospective employer or to convince anyone in your office or family that they should accept your point of view!

and i found this place that i can just get in without and A level cert!
OMG!!

Dip in nursing i have to wait for my Sister to refer!
but i'm getting impatient.
Dip in PSY is the lesser interest i have.
what should i do??
OMG!!!

2010-11-11T01:51:00.000+08:00

wake up early and send bro off to tekong.

ultra nice stepping there again=)

went home catch a nap after that meet patrice @ somerset.

at the same time meet some of my ward mates.

pass 1 of them pressy =D

Happy birthday =D

went around to shop abit and off to vivo.

had our dinner at thai accent.

normal dinner.

but the tapiocal!

my yummy yummy finger lickin =D

got this for my keys =D

Yeah!!

it will protect them from sun burn hahaa=D

i will say a early good night!

after 6 days of rest it's time for work tml!

and night shift weet weet!!!=D

2010-11-09T23:45:00.000+08:00

Went bak to Yangzheng Primary today.

got jerrick uniform and everything.

and i was showing papa my primary house tShirt.

will show it on blog 1 day when i'm free for it =)

went to hougang to collect my camera =D

waterproof

shockproof

freezeproof.

1 thing it dont proof is FREEproof!

hahaa =D

got home and mummy did a set of this for me at home!

she wan to show it to her boss see how they can do with my teeth.

finally after some nagging like a granny mummy move a bit.

hehee

Look at the bite!

it suck!

my teeth suck!

Ugly piece of shit!

Look at the cross bite! UGLY TTM!

2010-11-08T00:48:00.000+08:00

will go round and round with this sentence!!
YEahh i'm back to blogging today.
nothing much really happen recently.
everything is in tweet.
tweet is the cos for me to slack in my blog!
=D
went to trice 21st ytd.
lazy to load pics here. but mayb in FB soon.

went to K-box with nurses ytd til 3am.
was actually planning to get MC as my knee hurt since ytd afternoon.
went to buy a support from watson which cost me $52.
and went to get my waterproof camera!
ultra love and i told sean lai my next aim if i'm still interested in furture will be the 3D cammy.
mayb after christmas or new year i'll get?

headed home in the AM and sleep immediately.
cos i wan to try waking for work and i did it.
but...........
bf wake me at 9 asking if my leg still hurt wan see doctor.
i say no pain le.
so went bak to my sleep.
waking up while removing my knee support i can hardly stand with the pain over ther.
shouted for mummy to get me my prev clutches from the storeroom and i use it to the toilet to bathe.
after that went to see a doctor and got 2 days MC.
ultra many days of rest!
Fri PH
sat RD
Sun MC
Mon MC
Tue day off
wed RD=D
I love this month max!!
and now my knee also hurt MAX!
if 1 day i totally cant walk i wonder what will happen to my life!
as friends know my leg isnt perfect at all.
i have ligament damage on both knee many times.
and straining of the muscles.
i really dont know what else!
a some moment i wish i can feel painless.
but the pain is just there =(

2010-11-01T23:35:00.000+08:00

went to ah ma husband sister or cousin.

dont really know la.

ultra messy!!

anw is the granny birthday.

enjoyed the dinner well!

cos the last dish is yam paste =D

they actually have firework which is the sun put it up in the sky them self!

ultra nice =) <3 <3

And only ytd i realise i have so many more niece and nephew yet to meet!

but i have met them all ytd.

ultra cute la!

look at the mini baby that i'm carrying.

she is 5 month old.

but she have de size of 2 month old baby.

sad arr!

she was born with a weight of 1kg.

ultra small!

pity her!

if my child is born this small i will blame myself.

i aim to have a 4kg baby!

i know it is big but i love hugging them.

i dont mind them being heavy as long as i know they are healthy.

i love to hug them in hand kissing them everywhere and teling them mummy love u =D

hahaaa

2010-10-30T23:32:00.000+08:00

OMG!

So sweet of boyfriend to get me my favourite cake,

but this is no yummy enuff.

i like the cake with the cocoa powder.

He got me this pooh=(

but i wan de pooh with diaper=D

and he got me all this sticky

and my dearest Eileen got me this =D

OHHH!!!

Plus this mini small size i love =D

was packing my things and i didnt know i have so many collection of body shop stuff=P

2010-10-29T00:27:00.001+08:00

gonna meet boyfriend tomorrow night.
he ask me to bring cammy i dont know kum puii.
didnt bother to ask cos i know it will not be some thing exciting or surprising!
all i will do is to bring and in the end i will tell him dont be lame!
my phone no camera izzit?
u think like ur ns phone meh!
Goondoo!=P
hahahaa
nth much to blog today.
goodnight and i wan sleep le=D

2010-10-28T01:54:00.000+08:00

NO RELATIONSHIP IS PERFECT BUT WE WILL TRY TO MAKE IT PERFECT =)

I want u to know care and concern doesn't mean needing to know where i am or what i am doing every mins.

i dont like to keep saying keep saying and keep saying!!

i like to keep changing and doing different thing.

so this min u ask me i can be telling u this.

but next moment i can be doing other things.

and went i blog abt it u will come asking why nv tell u why nv this nv that.

and waste my time for all the explaination.

for example when i end work u wan me to msg u straight away!

when i nv text on time or to say sometime i can't get to go on time @ 9.36pm u straight away text me ask me haven end work arr!

hello!

i need to attend to my patient need if i'm not done i can't just tell them i end work le after 9.35pm is not my business!

so what is the point when u tell me to text u when i end work?

when i haven even end u text me?

on the way home which is like 20min ride u can ask me 3 time wher am i wher am i!

u tell me u feel bored i tell u i feel even bored when i see ur text!

if u have nth to text then reply slower!

u reply me so fast but non stop asking the same question!

and when i tell u i'm in the train u scared what!

i will nv be alone in a train de!

and at time i nv reply u straight away ask me why no reply!

sometimes i'm listening to song or read books la!

pls give me some more free time la!

I can't read books can't listen to my song all i have to do is to stare at the phone izzit!

i need my time i need my personal time!

and i hate it when u arrange my time!

when u can jolly well take off why do u ask me to take MC!

it will affect my performance and when i'm not even a bit sick it's so difficult for me to tell the doctor!

and i have been trying not to get MC this year!

i'm trying so hard yet u forcing me to take!

this 3 days i have been so tired when waking up i wanna take!

but i keep telling myself i cant!

plus i'm not even a bit sick!

if u are so clever u go get a MC for long la!

PLS u are changing back to the worst! and one day i will tell u i regret every changes i made!
Knowing how to buy things, knowing how to spend money on me is not that i want!

if u notice u are starting to find fought with me now days!

u are just a petty man!

NOT A GENTLEMAN!

i hate quarrels i hate all the quarrels!

i hate all the little fought that u are finding!

u are just childish!

i'm not a happy girl being with u now!!

I'm sad i'm sad!

and i swear i'm sad being with u now days!

i have to work i have my family to be with.

i have my place of interest and interest in doing.

if my family is going certain place i think i like i want follow.

i can't just give u all my time!

if u think that in a relationship is all about meeting up having my time always i think u have the wrong person!

i know my work hardly get to off on weekend but i have been trying so hard to get every sat off.

i gave it to u!

but just 1 sat that i cant spend with u!

and a sun afternoon no time for u!

why do u have to be so F!

if u understand u will just go fetch me on friday night and that's enuff!

i dont have to get mc just to accompany u!

if i take mc all u ask is shopping and eat!

u never shop wher with me before?

u nv eat what with me before?

all is the same!

and i think we have already walk round every part of singapore together before!

u are not a big boss u are not born with a silver spoon!

i need to stable my JOB!

i might be working forever in that ward!

so how am i going to survive when i leave a bad impression?

PLS be MATURE enough!

Relationship is not about time spend together!

if i can't even be happy with u in a relationship i dont think we even deserve to be husband and wife!

cos this wont be the kind of life i wan!!!

Please read and look back on what u are doing.

before i set up my mind to end this unhappy relationship!

if u notice Breaking up is never that near at my mouth this time round cos i wan u to know when i open my mouth and say it, it will be for real!

2010-10-27T00:50:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to me myself and I!

hahaa.

First i will thanks everyone who have wish me a happy birthday=)

be it a sentence or a words, it means alot to me.

knowing that i left a impression in you.

it makes me happy thinking back =D

i even have primary sch mates wishing me!

how cool can that be!

hahaa=D

look at all the food above!

daddy is preparing the peanut dont know what shop for me.

and my favourite cockles=)

and we found this with the cockles=P

hahaa.

Today is 1 of the day i slept to the fullest without thinking to take mc to sleep more.

hahaa.

woke up bathe and prepare to meet friend.

i'm super sorry to be slightly late.

went to marina to have yuki yaki instead of Partying at vivo.

it's a last min decision.

hahaa.

but i really have lots of fun with the ice cream making =D

after that went shopping and i bought 4 books straight!

is ultra CHEAP!!

i think this book should be nice=D

Never Push when it say pull.

bought it from HMV and it cost 2 for $20!

ultra cheap can?

my sophie Kinsella book at popular cost 17 per book!

and i didnt know HMV have cheap new books.

haha.

thanks to my friend for the intro.

haha=D

The pressy i received from them.

cool right?

was eating and i feel that i'm celebrating CNY instead.

hahaa

OMG! they got me this!

SMART COLLECTION!

I'm SMART!

wahahaha!

Thanks arr!

Chance Chanel.

Thanks for the chance to all my dearest babe in the ward.

thank god for the chance to have u guys as my buddy,

the chance as my friend,

the chance as my support always,

the chance to listen to my silly jokes and make me laugh non stop.

I Love You Girl always as u know ALWAYS =D

All the wishes from everyone in FB and texts Make my day TTM!

2010-10-26T23:54:00.000+08:00

went home bathe and bring jerrick and took cab down to clarke quay to buy STICKY =D

i swear this sweet is so worth it and yummy!

boyfriend who dont take kiwi also had a taste of the kiwi candy i bought previously.

and he say naise =D

today i bought another few flavour watermelon is 1 of them.

i heard friends say watermelon is yummy.

so got it and try.

got the 2 brownie today and 1 is gonna give to my nephew birthday together with a pack of sticky.

and another 1 is for me to eat =D

My birthday time is arriving in 10 mins =D

i'm so excited for the celebration with work mates tml!

this is the first time i spend my birthday with them, and it's the first time after so long birthday without boyfriend.

i know it will be a simple 1 but spending with them will be the great 1.

they are such a good clique to be with=D

always standing on the same line no matter what happen.

they will lend a shoulder a listening ears and firm hug to tell u they will be there to protect u.

sometimes u really need to go thru thick and thin to know who is ur true buddys=D

2010-10-25T17:31:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Kenric =D

Look at my roster for next month =D
1 work only 10 days =D
hahaaa.
i love my roster=D

2010-10-24T23:31:00.000+08:00

Birthday without boyfriend this year.
ward mates ask me out.
they have plan but i didnt really know what are they =(
but ask them to accompany me to paragon.
cos i wanna get myself a new longchamp and also for someone else special day on behalf of some friends =)
ohhh!!!
and i found the reason of my sudden up rising pay!
it was a pay rise!!!
WOW!
my god!!!=D
1week after pay increase and now 6mth after work it increase more!
and was still thinking whether really wanna get a new longchamp cos i swear boyfriend will say i waste money!
with so many bag store in the cabinet.
but now with the uprise of pay =D
the pay rise this month is more than enough for me to get a longchamp already!
i love =)
my conversation was over heard by 1 of the staff nurse and she ask why not save and wait for bonus get a gucci or sth.
but think think.
money to me will not be a problem on dec march and june. mayb ard a max of 4000 in total i'll receive beside my monthly pay.
haaha.
oh.
to make it clear de 4000 is for the 3 month together in total not per month.
hahaa.
but i'm not that interested in those brands of bag.
i'm more interested in the shades.
mayb shall make a gucci spectacles and get myself a LV shades =D
but hardly find colours i wan for gucci.

i really wanna shop mad pls!!
i wanna have a waterproof camera which boyfriend say he will pay.
and i stil waiting for stock for the sk necklaces=D
didnt really get lots of clothes that day when shopping with boyfriend at orchard that day.
we went tangs, went 313 went paragon!
omg aching legs =P
and even went to hougang cotton on to get the flower shoes.
and i think i should ask boyfriend to accompany me to get the nike sport bra!
is ultra cheap.
only 50 dollar.
but i rmb i told boyfriend that day i tot of getting 1.
and i get his reply as FORWAT?

Boyfriend ask me what will i do if i have 1 000 000 dollar.
i tell him i will spend it on branded bags and mayb car?
but what i told him in the end is!
This is all a DREAM!
hahaa=D
but i have to save abit this month too.
i just spend 700 on my this coming trip of Al.
i need to save some more money to change de currency.
still what i will say de pay rise will nv be enuff for me.
haahaa.
Die Die!!!
i'm aiming on brands now days.
just like my dress.
ppl ask why i dont go get from bugis.
but i say before i dont look at money i look at quality.
if u give me something that sucks in quality wear le here like that der like that.
colour run thread come out.
so for what?
of cos spend a bit more get a better quality.
but still i'm not saying that u cant find quality from bugis street.
there are even shop that sell a dress that look hawaii for 49dollar!
they are from korea.
and i find it nice and i like =D
i rmb i went bugis street week ago to look at this dress at 1 of de 1 level store.
OMG!
the lining inside is like dont know for what purposes sia!
cover dont know til where only.
but there is this shop at level 2 OMG! the lining is perfect but i didnt get it cos i dont like the colour.
hahaaa.
that why orchard is needed =D
and i think it has been ultra long since i went to far east.
wonder if i have anythings to get there.=P

just like if u say u eat chicken rice.
at some coffe shop mayb u eat chicken rice at $3.
at kopitiam outlet or food court u eat $5.
doesnt mean that $5 taste nicer or it is a high class chicken right?=D

This post is totally no offends to anyone but if u dont like that pls dont read or ignore.
Thank you.

2010-10-23T00:36:00.002+08:00

FIRST! let me wish Jansen Lao Gong Jie kuai le =D

Today meet up with boyfriend to jansen wedding.

jansen invited me and boyfriend but i know the malayan sunbear above dont feel comfortable with my friend!

cos he's just a anti social BEAR!

hahaa=D

And thanks boyfriend for this sweet little shoe =D

i love=DD

Weet Weet!

Desmond singing =D

went for Party world after jansen wedding and we had lots of fun espcially with GRACE TANG!

-BAD ROMANCE

-LOVE STORY

-LOVE GAME

-EH EHh

-Sometimes

Oh my GAWD!

this soon rock my time =D

Bought this book before the wedd lunch

the sentence caught my eyes=D

and after the 4hours of Partying

ard 9pm.

went to Central with malayan sun bear to find my sticky store =D

yummy candy=)

2010-10-20T22:55:00.000+08:00

finally i'm bak again.
wonder after today i will be gone for how long.
it has been a week+ since i blog.
things happen recently but not all de bad ones.
recently helped a lady who fainted at the mrt station at my area.
helped and blah blah blah.

my ears has been loaning to ppl and i wish it helps them a bit.
but anw dearest Sn medication is nv a nono in this line.
there is sure to be mistake made for every new nurse.
but it depends on how u girls pick up ur mistake.
ohhhh hahaa.
side track abit.
i'm the youngest and the only 1 with the age of 18 even if 7 days later 19yo i will still be de only 19=D
hahaa.
but i love all the newly grad SN.
at least they know that i'm younger then them but they respect me when i make decision cos i am more senior than them <3
and they wont have those i'm a staff nurses u are a enrolled nurse attitude.
oh ya.
and have nv seen a new Sn without meds error yet.
so stay chill be strong i may not do much but pls know i'm always a phone away for advice and listening ears.

okay this year b'day without boyfriend but i swear i will make boyfriend spend a bomb in exchange of his present.
hahaaa^^

OHHH i think i nv blog about this but i tweeted about this.
Jeffsean Jaime Lai Jiesen will be my future son name.
and Jerica Jaime Lai rui kar will be my future daughter name.
i like the name of Jerica but dont know why.
and Jerica sound more elder sister to me so my little jeff boy will have a elder sis first and that is what i wan.
a sweet pretty girl that can take care of didi for me=D
i must tell boyfriend to lock this in his tiny brain!!
hahaa=D
DON'T TYPO SPELL WRONG HOR!!!!
my friend wanna name her daughter joy but husband tot is joyn so her name got a extra N!!
hahaa=D
ok shall end her.
tired to hell sia!!
nitenite <3
7more days to 19

2010-10-09T00:30:00.000+08:00

was telling boyfriend i'm actually eyeing on a Sk jewellery necklaces.
and he promise to pay for it.
and the price of that is $199.
but he ask me go get it myself he will give me money after that.
and tml is his pay day how i feel like just use his card and buy since i kept his card with me and i knew his signature plus pin!!
hahaa.
feels abit threaten lei!
hahaa.
but still u know, i wont do that unless u are there=)
so i guess i will wait for u to pei me shopping first.
even if sold out i also dont mind!
cos i'm eyeing on a diamond ring=P
ultra nice is my favourite heartyy shape de=D
and it is super elegant design.
saving up money for my shopping in nov.
mummy say wanna drive to genting than down to malacca.
mayb going sunway lagoon and A famosa.
but i'm not really looking forward to all this.
the only place i'm looking forward to is genting! i wish to get a bonia wallet =D
and my ultra nice chocolate Tiramisu =)
and most of all i have boyfriend with me again.
sometime i just think it would be good if it's not my family in the car but my kids=D
hahaaaa

see the nerve in side my wisdom.

this was cut my my mum boss.

and this is the upper wisdom which is able to come put in a piece.

cos this grow in a correct way.

not vertically.

unlike my bottom wisdom.

and the amount of meds!

i think i will suffer from liver prob soon!

jaundice? or what?

ultra hate to take amox=(

2010-10-05T00:29:00.000+08:00

Went to vivo ytd and had a slice of awfully chocolate cake.

i enjoyed it.

but it's not that yummy like boyfriend said.

walk ard vivo and went to cathay for dinner

i always play with the folks and knife but this is the way i arrange it when bf say me =P

I hate ur ugly hair nerd boy!

i swear boyfriend is thinking of keeping his fringes long!

i knew his ultra standard pattern!

as usual i'm having snapple.

i love snapple.

this time i tried mango.

but i felt that pink lemonade is more yummy =D

Tobasco si hao chi de neh!=D

as usual boyfriend always order for double up chicken!

cos he have a ultra big belly for all the junks.

after the last time i coundn't finish, i only order 1 ytd.

plus the stitches in my mouth is giving me problem ytd.

a few more days and i can remove le!! yeahhh Yeahh=D

Anw ytd is go for dinner cos boyfriend is going tekong today.

and now he is there.

3 weeks and it pass fast.

plus i think fri or sat he should be able to come bak.

so naise taking ferry!

i think when i reach 21 years old on my birthday i will wan to go on cruise =D

i want to be on cruise breathing in the sea breeze.

going casino!

that is the reason why i wan to be 21 den go.

if going on cruise can't even go in to see so boring.

EEHHHH but going in to see doesn't mean bet horr!

is just curious =D

so now i should think where i wanna take cruise to.

macau? aust? Gold coast?

hahaaa.

no idea yet!

but this time i must seriously warn this idiot boyfriend!!!!

NO MORE MALAYSIA!!!!! if not i will kick u to indonesia!!!!!

i will be 19 this year and it's kind of late to decide.

plus on the day of my b'day bf will be at tekong!!

so at de age of 20 i wish bf is able to get AL so i can go taiwan to shop =D

shop til bag full even using my money to get myself things i will feel i have a wonderful birthday with so many present =D

but i know partially will be my money!

but who don't like spending money on what they like?

hahaa.

i want to get myself looaaadddss of best loved item!

i bake cookie today!

and bro call me not asking me to go to him!

but asking me to bring de cookies to him!

wth!!

this is M& m cookie.

i add alot extra inside =D

my fatty tummy boyfriend dont worry!

i put aside some for u!

but make sure u come bak on fri or sat!

if not i doubt i can resist to keep til next week!

went to ikea for dinner after my 1st P.O.D

and got this mini table for my lappy.

comfortably using on bed! =D

today went to Mrs Lee K Y wake!

ultra cool to be with director nursing and all!

and we took up 3 buses!!

and mrs is there and Mr is in my ward =)

ultra funny when some auntie see him!!!!

they after call their friend on the phone and say that they saw him!!!

hahaaa.

LOL!!!

and i didnt know i have been nursing mrs lee brother all de while.

til recently =P

ultra slow sia me!!!!

this shows that i dont Kpo too much!

and teacher teach us!

treat all patient the same dont go by their status.

i think i shall end her.

nth much to say at all =P

2010-10-02T01:49:00.000+08:00

cooked the porridge with boyfriend.

i love sausages =D

see de nerve in the root of my wisdom =D

and this is my upper wisdom.

a perfect piece =D

and this is my meds!

Yucks!!

and my only meal ytd!

that why i eat alot today!

chicken rice and went ikea to eat yummy wings.

see 3 pair of crocs.

bought from metro.

1 mine 1 bf and 1 didi de =D

2010-09-23T23:54:00.009+08:00

Before u make me ur wife =D

boyfriend was asking me if i wan a pink wedding gown for wedding.

and what is de theme of our wedding

of course is pink =D

and boyfriend even ask me if de red carpet can be pink!

i wish it can be too.

mayb hot pink??

hehee

a idea for my table =D

the decor for the chair =D

but i wish that table cloth cover have a darker pink i will love max!=D

and most of all cannot forget abt de cake like wat boyfriend is asking me to choose!

i think this is last 1 is my max loved =D

i still have nth in mind for my gown but i have idea for what i wanna gif for my guest =)

a long list but not all i will consider.

but mayb i will make 1 special 1 for myself =D

this is 1 of the give i will mass product if boyfriend agree.

and i didnt know all this is so cheap!

this cost only $3!

Plus u can personalize!!

$4.99

$6.99

and to be say, the $4.99 look nicer thou it is cheaper.=D

so i will chose the $4.99=D

This are those that i wanna personalize for myself =D

i can have words like my name and words that i wan on it =D

this cost only $19.90

this cost $24 if i'm not wrong.

saw de M?

i can change it to my name too!

Cool!!!

this cos $24

this cost $24 too =D

This cost $29 =D

but i want all 3 pls Mr SEAN!!

and i need the guest book too =D

simple and sweet Love max!

i can personalize it too =)

and most important of all!

when u ask for a perfect wedding u should ask for a perfect home =D

a simple living room so easier to tidy when people mess up!

idea for bathroom.

not so love =(

not so love too =((

Love max!!!

but all this have to depend on wat layout i get =D

OMG!!

i love this bowl can!!

i can seat on it forever!

Boyfriend pls get this for me PLS PLS Plss!!!

i can eat sleep shit on it every min =D

heheee.

but i prefer this bed =D

our sweet bedroom =D

and of cos i need a KITCHEN!!!

i think i will use de litchen very often so i need a simple 1 so easier to clean!

and look need at time!!

i can bake cookie with boyfriend and kids..

Happy family =D

most wonderful of all if we have a car =D

Pink car <3 max!!!

and i went to search on hiring a helper!

only cost 500 amonth!

ultra cheap can!!

i went to search cos i wanted to get 1 to do my laundry for me now!

but i'm selfish she is my personal helper only!

and think think 500 for me is ex.

but if for de whole family for my future and she can clean de hse for me is so worth it =D

and i recently have this liking for this name

Jeffsean(pronouce as Jeffson instead of Jeff Sean) Jaime Lai Jiesen!

Ultra cool to have me and boyfriend name in our children name!

haven really think of 1 for a girl.

use to think of having name for my girl as princess in their name and prince in de boys name.

but if i have 2 boy how i name them as both prince?

and i'm thinking if they have prince in their name will they be those yayapapaya kind and being arrogant??

2010-09-22T00:06:00.000+08:00

today actually working Pm shift.

but was being disturb by NC @ 745am

while sleeping.

ask me to clear my hari raya PH!!

WTH!

but i push away.

but i wake up at 1130am.

feeling tired so i call bak and say i want =D

slept de whole day and went to chinatown in de night.

was telling mummy to get some lantern or candle for didi as i'm not working can bring him to play.

wanted to bring him to chinese garden but it closed early =(

and mummy got me 1 winnie de pooh de!! =.=

hahaa.

that all for today =D

gonna have my snowskin moon cake now =)